letting go

I thought I had every answer
to the questions in my mind
I didnt see you coming
I could'nt stop myself

I started in your deep
While you stood on my shore
swimming my splashing circle
surviving an emotion for more

I found you when I found me
I dissapeared in you
you just found fear in me
I just couldnt bring you over

Life pulled me in your direction
Your unknowns scattered my pieces
everything I knew for certain
I still dont know the reason

Every sunrise that warms me
burns me like memories
every part of me really close
Whenever I fall at your feet

broken promises say step away
but who will break your fall
were you ever there at all
But did I lose my way

Even though we met by accident
you still took me away
I remember your face
in the morning sun

You can't spend your life hiding
you reflection soon you'll see
in my heart you were sighted
you cant fear everything

salt is in my eyes again
I'm losing weight losing time
Stood far too long in your line
no one is allowed there

The days are going to waste
every second you never count
I'm swimming floating drowning
yet I'm still growing up

I thought you were strong enough
to feel the comfort in my eyes
Lives are changed by our minds
why did our dreams collide

Maybe I will see a better day
even though your my weakness
my colors fade and bleed together
I have to let go this way

I'm taking steps to free my mind
learning to finally let go
in this the painful moment
I opened my eyes