reveal

all this ocean
all this feeling
the hope
I'm not revealing

All these stars
dancing with eachother
like me always by your side
no disguise

If you could see this face
where nothing can hide
all this feeling all the hope
no revealing

always by your side
I choke all the while
As I dance inside my pride
in the ocean where I can hide

where else in the world
when I'm lost on the tide
so much hope
no revealing

Cant sleep

I found a shelter in you
where I could hide
and I cant lie
I was drowning in my soul
my light was paralyzed

I think back to you
where I used to hide
where you flew into me
like a butterfly

I would be lying
if I said I dont think of you
I would lie again
if I said I never weep
I dont dream of you
when I sleep

I hear you in my guitar
I feel you in my heart
and when my life is cold
on the days I dont understand
when I'm drowning in my soul

I hold you in my song
like I hold your memory
like the writing in the sand
I was never one of many
I want to find a way
to tell you these things

I hear your heart
when I lie here
I'm holding your hand
I want to run your way
to tell you I cant sleep

I would sing for you

In every breath I breathe
its feels like yesterday
I saw you standing again
in the middle of my pain

The butterflies died by me
like words you said
I smell you still
like the flowers in my head

If I could say everything
it would come out wrong
I would close my eyes
and sing for you
and you know this

It doesnt feel so long ago
I dont like to say yesterday
I close my eyes and need your love
its been so long and I dont belong

If I could say everything
it would come out wrong
I would close my eyes
and sing for you
and you know this

if I could sing for you
I would
and you know this

this year

I'm afraid of sleeping
then I'll be dreaming
and wake up I fear
you dont remember
me near

Its been a year
since Ive heard your name
still I say it everyday
so its still the same

You should have
been my friend
until the end
its must have been
my fears

You should have taken me
from this hard place
and it feels the same
I just say your name

I forgave you
you said I hate you
wish I could have been
a better man
I wish you could  have
tried to understand

theres so many days
when I think of the place
and the hearts that opened up
at the start of our race
we tried to win

I havent dreamed
of you this year
its the lie I paint
cause I cant see through
these dried tears
that fell
this year