whom

Ive been under this cloud
for some time
maybe you dont know
you are on my mind

I spend my days
thinking of your face
and dont you know
its taken me all this time
for my love to grow

I promised so long ago
not just words
I promised to be the one
who will go an extra mile
for you

do you know
I hang on your every word
cause you are better
than you could ever know
and you dont know
how it feels to hold you close

I know you have some crimes
I can forgive these in time
if you will cross those lines
if you will come  to my side

its not easy giving me your heart
I'm no enemy
I am everything good
you could ever see

I dont ever want to know

I want to remove
things you did to me
its the things you do
and the things you dont
that kills this trust
slowly killing us


You struggle with these people
that dont mean a thing
a waste of you
a waste of being
as I drown in my loyalty
you are safe and free
in me

I cant believe in you
as you cover me in words
saying things you dont do
there is nowhere I can hide
so do what you say
or move your lips with another lie
why

I dont wanna ever know what its like
to break the heart of the one I love
I dont wanna ever know what its like
to be under or above
the one I love

everytime you let me down
you taste my tears
you dont hear my cry
as you disregard the sound
I speak so much
when will you hear
as you drown me in my tears
and choke me with these fears

I'm screaming at you without speaking
to stop before my finished line
before I cant stop your weak thing
Its only peace and your truth
I'm seeking

I dont wanna ever know what its like
to break the heart of the one I love
I dont wanna ever know what its like
to be under or above
the one I love

I dont wanna ever know what its like
I dont wanna break the heart of the one I love
the one I love
is you