"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Hide and Seek

There was a time when there was nothing at all
Nothing at all, just a distant hum
There was a being and he lived on his own
He had no one to talk to
 and nothing to do

He drew up the plans
learnt to work With his hands
a million years passed by
And his work was done
and his words were these

Hope you find it in everything
everything that you see
Hope you find it in everything
everything that you see
Hope you find it
hope you find it
hope you find me in you

So she had built her elaborate home
With its ups and its downs
 its rain and its sun
She decided that her work was done

Time to have fun
 and found a game to play
Then as part of the game

 she completely forgot
Where she'd hidden herself
she spent The rest of her time
trying to find the parts

Hope you find it in everything
everything that you see
Hope you find it in everything
everything that you see
 Hope you find it


 hope you find it
 hope you find me in you
There was a time when there was nothing at all

Nothing at all, just a distant hum

howard jones

Sorrows


love is a lie of the heart
misled by words
from the start

its an emotional world
and in it your an emotional girl
I never knew

where is the love
and where is the hope
when you had my tomorrows
and felt my sorrows

some love is all
just a little for me
what is love anyway

sometimes I doubt the love
the love for you
if you were ever true
but I dont mind

where is the love
and where is the hope
when you had my tomorrows
and felt my sorrows


WALK

A million miles away
Your signal in the distance
To whom it may concern
I think I lost my way
Getting good at starting over
Every time that I return

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough?
Where do I begin?

Do you remember the days
We built these paper mountains
And sat and watched them burn?
I think I found my place
Can't you feel it growing stronger?

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Now
For the very first time
Don't you pay no mind?
Set me free again

You keep alive a moment at a time
But still inside a whisper to a liar
To sacrifice but knowing to survive
The first decline another state of mind

I'm on my knees, I'm praying for a sign
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die

I'm on my knees
I never wanna die
I'm dancing on my grave
I'm running through the fire

Forever, whatever
I never wanna die
I never wanna leave
I'll never say goodbye
Forever, whatever

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough?
Where do I begin?

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough?


-DAVE GROHL

Saturday, May 12, 2012

mine

I'm going to take some time
to see whats mine
you take a little too much
when I need a true touch

maybe I'm wounded
just a little weak
Ive just been broken
and I cant speak

I love too much
a little too hard
wanting everything
is a place too far

I will give and give
anything less
would be too much
its how I live

I'm not tired of pain
its become my friend
the only thing
to never end

where are you
when I need you most
when this air is thick
black like a rose

where is love
when its more than words
something sure
when underneath it hurts

no one loves anyone anymore
its a mystery behind an open door
a battle in the false war
its not worth fighting for





Friday, May 11, 2012

if your happy, why am I sad

I woke up and I felt so cold
my soul checked my heart
its still hurting

I swam the ocean to restore my soul
to ease this pain to heal this hurting
I hear you might just hate me
this hurts of that I'm certain

something beautiful
was the story above the clouds
Then I fell forward and you fell back
and if your happy
why am I sad

bonfires under the moon
I dont see the three stars
I'm so deep in this
I hear a song and I cant sing it

two stars fell way too soon
Like my eyes my heart is tearing
So many words in my head
I still feel you near me

something beautiful
was the story above the clouds
Then I fell forward and you fell back
and if your happy
why am I sad

Its a sad thing in my life
when this was lost
from something beautiful
its not worth to me what it cost

I dont feel right lying on my floor
I dont know anything anymore
I close my eyes and see you
what is all of this for
something beautiful
was the story above the clouds
Then I fell forward and you fell back
and if your happy
why am I sad

now you feel so far
I feel so never ending
I feel so hurried
like this smile i'm pretending

I remember being in your heart
your eyes never ending
I remember every touch
i'm still not mending

something beautiful
was the story above the clouds
Then I fell forward and you fell back
and if your happy
why am I sad

Monday, May 7, 2012


We should live our lives in permanent check yourself mode. Always asking ourselves the tough questions. Calling ourselves out to do the right thing. Challenging ourselves to grow on every level. If everyone did this we will be less numb, less dumb.
We would be better, stronger, and more real.

We would hurt eachother less, and all of us would be safer.