"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Yesterday

I see her when I'm sleeping

I see her when I'm dreaming

yesterday seems so far away

 

I see butterflies breathe

they are all around 

like God sent them down

 

I can't stop the thoughts

about the ending

that brought me down

 

Her words ring in my head

like the kisses 

in the words she said

 

the 3 stars side by side

like when she lay beneath me

the universe above my ceiling

 

I don't want to love her now

I don't want to love

I just love her somehow

 

I write the things 

I've been feeling

did she tear out the page

 

Would she come and save me

like her eyes did

when I was being slayed

 

I read the sky in the evening

while my universe spins around

butterflies flying with no sound

 

I don't want to love her now

I don't want to love

I just love her somehow

 

All these feelings sacrificed

for children far away

living frame to frame

 

Haunted by the life

once within you

still with us now

 

yesterday still with me now

in my dreams

I still love you somehow

 

 

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Now

We laughed
Like kids at night

We kissed like
The world was right

We walked
Along the 7 miles

I loved you
It was my intention

Everyone knew
About me and you

We cried
Over eachothers strengths

I hold on
While you let me go

I can hardly mention
The time we spent together

I don't know
What i do without you

I'm cold
With nothing I know

It was long ago
Even the things 
I dont remember
Make me feel good now



Monday, June 8, 2015

Time itself

Time itself 
Brought us
To our life

We were on
The sand
We had
Almost made it

Hard to say
When we said
Goodbye
Don't let it
Darken your eyes

Standing here
On shaking ground
Butterflies and lights
Behind us

Out into this world
You're gone from my arms
The warmth of memories
Left to light us