"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

everything

If you never see the light
I wont give up I will follow you
Couldn't imagine how sometimes
Or what I'm supposed to do

maybe is the word you use
And maybe I'm crazy
Only thinking of you
But I would do it again

Through the longest nights
And I knew them so well
Sometimes Istumbled 'til I fell

So easy it's so easy
To never see the truth
Would you remember
If said I would give you
Everything in my heart


Sometimes this fragile heart is so cold
cause you cut me out
Am I so hard to hold

I keep searching
For a way
To get through to you

I keep on searching
I want to break through the walls
To be close to you
Again and again

So easy it's so easy
To never see the truth
Would you remember
If said I would give you
Everything in my heart

prefer

I prefer walking rather than running down the street
I prefer smiling rather than frowning
If it were up to you would you look at it the same?
Or would you close your eyes
have no voice of opinion of what is before you?
shame on you
Cause I say something's gotta give
I need a simpler life to live

look inside yourself
You best find a better way to measure wealth
Cause it's a simple life for a simple race
beneath the stars is where we find our place

It's a simple love I'm gonna spread your way
it's a simple life just living it day to day

I prefer climbing rather than falling from a tree
I prefer singing rather than whispering silently
If it were up to you would you look at it the same?
Or would You close your eyes and pretend you have no choice in this thing
Shame on you

Cause it's a simple life for a simple race
beneath the stars is where we find our place
It's a simple love I'm gonna spread your way
it's a simple life just living it day to day

I prefer helping rather than acting carelessly
I prefer living strong than living helplessly
I prefer living ain't that the way it's supposed to be?
If it were up to you would you look at it the same?
Or would you close your eyes and pretend have no choice in this thing
A used up puppet played by so many hands on a paper string
Shame on you

Cause it's a simple life for a simple race
beneath the stars is where we find our place
It's a simple love I'm gonna spread your way
it's a simple life just living it day to day.
It's a simple life I'm gonna spread around
I prefer feeling of elation
but If I cant see you
you will let us down

It's a simple world
make a stand
it's a simple life

Friday, April 15, 2011

the rain is gone

I take a memory that we made
When I made you laugh
when we danced in the rain

you always talked about death
I talked about the lives you had left
lighting me like a candle on my face

most of me is unsaid
like feelings
I still try not to see them
I feel them hold me
like a lock

every single day
sixty times an hour
theres no sun now
the rain is gone
the rain is gone

I would recognize you
you would be unfamiliar
still the rain is gone
I'm trying not feel it

I never knew what I would do
until I walked through without you
There are things
and they are screaming
I wish I didnt feel them

there are words
I'm feeling
when I close my eyes
I see you walking in the sunlight

I always needed you here
always wanted you near me
like things only you would know

The rain is gone
the rain is gone
still theres no sunshine

I recognize your face
its unfamiliar
the rain is gone

Saturday, March 26, 2011

never

You used to be
my most beloved thing
waking with you
watching you sleep
dreaming everything

detailed secrets you keep
I could hear our history
you my person in my songs
so far I dont have music in me
like my heart that used to sing

I wonder who are you
when your struggles
make me pay
for things never done

I am in tears
lies on your lips 
where I kiss

all the memories
in the ocean
not so far away

when the wind
like love blows
where you used to be

Monday, March 21, 2011

sirens song

I'm cold
broken more than alone
I'm held in the grasp
still tangled in the nets
of your heart around me


If i could scream
I would be done
if my weapons are tears
I could never harm you once

I slip in the the sound
when your voice calls
I fall on the ground
covered in tears



My broken song
of words you never showed
when the ghost of my heart
speaks with your voice
when I'm dark in alone


It was deadly slow
when in me you began
how could I be so wrong
another siren
in your song