four little hands....wip

I've been waiting
searching every piece of the sands
Trying to forget and trying to find
four little hands

I'm getting over these regrets
I could sleep with angels
Yet the less skin I share
the more I call myself friend

I find myself staring
missing four little hands
I couldn't be happier
other ways giving my time

Its never been a question
Somewhere lies this repair
Staring at four little hands
standing here a shadow of a man

I gave love and affection
I couldnt keep them there
searching the waves for peace
remembering when I could breathe

I've been waiting to find
some peace in something kind
I keep walking these oceans
Smiles like lies all the time

I've been trying to calm
These reasons to what I mean
I cant be there when they fall
seems sometimes I'm lost in between

This shadow of man stands
on the endless ocean of sand
When my mind swims across oceans
to deliver everything I send
to the four little hands