"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

the sound of your laugh

I like the memories we have made
how our moments just seem to last
how we do everything we can
just to make eachother laugh

I like the candles in our place
and how they light your face
like the universe lights our path
reminding us of what we have

so many things about us
the places only we go
like our tree and the stars in space
the things only  you and I will ever know

I like to hear you breath
reminds me of all the life you have left
and when my words are failing
I will still try to say them
for me there are only so many days

I take all these mental photographs
I can see your golden hair
All the smiles you have had
nothing seems to warm me
like the sound of your laugh

for years you made me feel
feeling like no one else
the broken paper man
in the painting
only you understand

Now I no longer feel the pain
and everytime I see you smile
I feel those words
I've held inside for awhile

Ive been seeing your walls
all this time
I see you happier everyday
as the walls I've climbed
fade away

now I see you having sweet dreams
sunsets and trees and a great life




Wednesday, February 8, 2012

peace here

here you are my friend
after all this time now you see
it took years for you to recognize
now I see you believe in your eyes

It took awhile for us to begin
for me it has felt like forever
you are above all others so believe
true love is within your reach

It feels so good to see you realize
to see you feel within your heart
to see me calm your mind
I will fight for these things

Within my heart a perfect gift you give to me
it has felt like forever with all these whys
the idea of your heart with me now 
brings tears to my eyes

when I am with you I feel free
now I realize why and I believe
everything in my heart for you I cant hide
something perfect you have given to me

when we are near we are free
everything here that makes us believe
all the universal signs so near
lets find peace here

would

Would you be the light in my morning
would you be the calm in my dreams
when the universe shows me signs
would you be the sun rising over me


Would hold me up when I break down
would you keep me standing
Wherever I want to go
would you hold my secrets close
would you protect my soul


would you know my heart
within without
though you could
would you never spit it out


would you could conquer me
when you desire
would you break me up
to make you feel higher


would you take care of me
with no mistakes so I feel free
would you do what you say
would you say what you mean


would you be kind to me
would you stay clean
would you move my heart
when I feel out of place
would you keep the tears from my face


when I feel I will break
would you make the moments clear
would you break the doubts
would you take the fear
would you take away my sadness
make  it dissappear


would You hold my heart
no twists or turns
no changing colors
would you be what I yearn
would you share your life

where there were tears
would you keep me dry
would you never lie
would you give me answers
to all my questions why

I want so bad to show you
There are things I've never told you
I know I cant say them
til I'm looking in your eyes

Now I'm going to say this
I hope that you'll replay it
Despite my fears I will say this
I loved you from the start

I've had my share of tears
and my face is showing years
of the roads I stumbled on
trying to get close to you

The ocean has been my peace
where I have been released
like water is how you feel to me
You have been the light I need
the answer to my questioning

Theres all these feelings i get
You the only thought in my head
and I have to say my truth
I would swim across the ocean
for a moment with you

Evertime I see you leave
I count the days till I'll see you
you are everything I believe
you are everything I need

It feels like forever til your with me
when the wasted moments without you
will fade away and we'll feel new
when it all begins again
and the distance ends
with you