"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

for repair

He's been waiting all this time
it would be a lie if he said it was fine
he could be happier
if she wouldnt tell him those lines
if she made up her mind
 
he would give himself
If she would cross that line
If she has any questions
they have been answered
when she saw him breakable
 
with every walk upon his heart
he was hoping for repair
he only needed her love and affection
it could keep him there


he loves her more than shallow friends
hes alone not surrounded by angels
while inside his heart inside his head
he is little boy hiding under the bed
 
with every hurt adding more to bear
the more the air lingers in his breath
and his heartbeat quickened
he remembers her wrongs in the end
lying there like a letter never sent


If she has any questions
if he was broken
if he was hoping for repair
he only needed her love and affection
it can keep him there
 
staring at the stars they shared
where she said the words in promises
where the wind blows him  away
like a promise never kept
leaving the shadow of a man
 
he is waiting for the world
to send her the answers
to his questions
if she would stand by his side
he would stay there