is there a brighter day

I see my two children running
Running to find me
I see me running
knowing they feel alone

I blame me
for everything
for what they've been through
and I blame you
In the mirror I see you

If I could change this
see through like I once knew
this burden I bear
what we've been through

I know that I blame me
no one can understand
what I know
what we went through

life is not what we always want
this is so hard to bear
I'll pretend thats true
theres no justice in the mirror
cause I see you

I'm running out of ways
out of hope
is there a brighter day
a brighter way

I'll pretend to cope
like I know they will be okay
like there is justice in the end
but I don't know

is there a brighter day