"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Thursday, April 15, 2010

free

You fool with me your recollection
like one million things you said
I look around and I am through

I see you naked but I'm not moved
your much too obvious like a tragedy
I expect nothing, nothing is too much for you

You fooled with my turned back
made me worse your knife in my wounds
its not difficult not to feel just a little bit

You don't see me
You don't know me
You don't free me
free me

I learned too much from my wounds
I see through it all through you
I will leave these cuts behind me

You are dead in me as dead can be
I can stand alone in the autistic sun
not enough left of you in me to disappoint me

there is less behind me than the light I see
I see through it all and I see you
I feel the sun through my darkest tragedy

You don't know me
You don't see me
You don't free me
free me