"I would rather die living, than live dying"

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Yesterday

I see her when I'm sleeping

I see her when I'm dreaming

yesterday seems so far away

 

I see butterflies breathe

they are all around 

like God sent them down

 

I can't stop the thoughts

about the ending

that brought me down

 

Her words ring in my head

like the kisses 

in the words she said

 

the 3 stars side by side

like when she lay beneath me

the universe above my ceiling

 

I don't want to love her now

I don't want to love

I just love her somehow

 

I write the things 

I've been feeling

did she tear out the page

 

Would she come and save me

like her eyes did

when I was being slayed

 

I read the sky in the evening

while my universe spins around

butterflies flying with no sound

 

I don't want to love her now

I don't want to love

I just love her somehow

 

All these feelings sacrificed

for children far away

living frame to frame

 

Haunted by the life

once within you

still with us now

 

yesterday still with me now

in my dreams

I still love you somehow