this year

I'm afraid of sleeping
then I'll be dreaming
and wake up I fear
you dont remember
me near

Its been a year
since Ive heard your name
still I say it everyday
so its still the same

You should have
been my friend
until the end
its must have been
my fears

You should have taken me
from this hard place
and it feels the same
I just say your name

I forgave you
you said I hate you
wish I could have been
a better man
I wish you could  have
tried to understand

theres so many days
when I think of the place
and the hearts that opened up
at the start of our race
we tried to win

I havent dreamed
of you this year
its the lie I paint
cause I cant see through
these dried tears
that fell
this year