if your happy, why am I sad

I woke up and I felt so cold

my soul checked my heart

its still hurting

I swam the ocean to restore my soul

to ease this pain to heal this hurting

I hear you might just hate me

this hurts of that I'm certain

something beautiful

was the story above the clouds
Then I fell forward and you fell back

and if your happy

why am I sad

bonfires under the moon

I dont see the three stars

I'm so deep in this

I hear a song and I cant sing it

two stars fell way too soon

Like my eyes my heart is tearing

So many words in my head

I still feel you near me

something beautiful

was the story above the clouds

Then I fell forward and you fell back

and if your happy

why am I sad

Its a sad thing in my life

when this was lost

from something beautiful

its not worth to me what it cost

I dont feel right lying on my floor

I dont know anything anymore

I close my eyes and see you
what is all of this for

something beautiful

was the story above the clouds

Then I fell forward and you fell back

and if your happy

why am I sad

now you feel so far

I feel so never ending

I feel so hurried

like this smile i'm pretending

I remember being in your heart

your eyes never ending

I remember every touch

i'm still not mending

something beautiful

was the story above the clouds

Then I fell forward and you fell back

and if your happy

why am I sad