Something Beautiful...a work in progress

Many times
i wanted to tell you
All this time
my heart has been yours

Always I was surprised
When i was honest inside
When all these feelings
were yours to own

never have I wanted to leave you
Its never changed all this time
You mean too much
For me to give you up that easy
To the doubts in your mind

All these feelings all these years
Feelings you denied and I embraced
Everytime you pushed me away
I knew we were better
better together

is it a sign of weakness
All these feelings i want to say
I could have walls and defenses
But i cant be strong to you anyway

There is something beautiful here
Its so close we can have this
The universe has opened for us
Its there if we just grasp it

We are just beginning to see this
To see how much we really care
My voice I know it calms you
I see you and me everywhere