the rain is gone

I take a memory that we made
When I made you laugh
when we danced in the rain

you always talked about death
I talked about the lives you had left
lighting me like a candle on my face

most of me is unsaid
like feelings
I still try not to see them
I feel them hold me
like a lock

every single day
sixty times an hour
theres no sun now
the rain is gone
the rain is gone

I would recognize you
you would be unfamiliar
still the rain is gone
I'm trying not feel it

I never knew what I would do
until I walked through without you
There are things
and they are screaming
I wish I didnt feel them

there are words
I'm feeling
when I close my eyes
I see you walking in the sunlight

I always needed you here
always wanted you near me
like things only you would know

The rain is gone
the rain is gone
still theres no sunshine

I recognize your face
its unfamiliar
the rain is gone