falling

Is this how it seems

from an immaculate dream

yet now I can breathe



I've been waiting for a sign

but my God

coming apart on my knees



I've tried to stay

to stay alive

believe in hope

overcome by fear inside



every memory of my child

that blows me by

like dark deja vus

playing a game I lose



memories so real

repeating chills

taking me to pieces

will I make it alright



I'm trying to stay blind

to the fear inside

my dear child

two lives I can't hide

cant keep from falling apart